jUz

ohh gosh! y does everything hav to go && b this way..

juz as u thought everything in ur lyf wus gunna b ok, there it goes..blowing away..

like sumthing u’v written in the sand..then a wave suddenly washes it away..

lyf suckz!mayb not for all pipol..but for me..YES!it really does..

if u thought i wus gunna finally gunna b okiE hir..u thought wrong!?

i think i wuld’v been better off suffering negativety && rejection like before, than to be here and realize all the crap && everything sUckiE[i just cant cuSs!]im not saying i want to..]coz u wont have to hear everything or anything bad..

for a second there i actually thought everything wus gunna b perfect..that i wont be hEaring stupid crap about others around mE..but here i am agAin,still hEaring the same things…OVER and OVER agen..

now i realize, it isnt so bad being deaf..even for jUst a minute or tOo..[

i just hope that in twO yEars..wEn im finally off tO collEge, i'd live by myself [but wit financial support of course!?]..away from problems that i know of ryt now..

by then, i wanna b the pride of my family && friends and my mutal’s "gurL"..

by then,i wanna b the top of my class [if possible??;D]

by then,i wanna make all them haterzZz more enviOus && jEaLous of me..

by then,i wanna show everybody my skills,talent && strength..[mayb evEn my pretty-ness..:p]

so all yall pipol out there..

believers && non-believers..

imma show u wut iv got..

imma show u im better or even greater than wut uv thought of me..

though im weak now from all the crap && problems im havin..imma get stronger coz of theE support i hav from the ones who truly love me..

i know one day, i wont have to go thru all this all over agen..

imma change the way i live..

thats a promise!

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