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originally writtEn on sEpt. 25,2007; 10:47 pm

its bEen bOwt 5 mins. sincE d cAll endEd and stiL im fEelin’ so sAd and aLone..i fiL lEft oUt frOm thE grUp sincE im d onLi onE awAy..

nObOdy rELi knOws hOw i fiL and i kindA want it tO b dAt wAy..fOr d first tym n my lyf,im hiding wAt i fiL and wAt i wAnt tO sAy..

its kindA wEird sincE this is d first tym,cOz i usEd tO sAy wAt i fiL bUt,noW is diffeRent..tO d pipoL i wAnt tO tEll dEs fiLings tO,r agEn fOr d first tym nOt hir tO try tO undErstAnd..

fOr d first tym,i aLone mUst sOlvE my prObLems,widOut any hElp,widoUt any advisE, and withOut any "BEARKADA"..which wAs mAde tO heLp a fAmiLy mEmbEr in nEed..

its trU dAt "FWENZ" r lyk ur fAmiLy..bUt in dis fAmiLy,u gEt tO chUs and agrEe upOn hU bEcUms "onE of uS"..a pArt of d "BEARKADA".

oUr mOtTo,"iM NEVER ALONE"..is simpLe yEt mEaningfuL dEfinEs uS..

lyk mE,thOugh im fAr frOm dEm,im nEvEr alOne cOz in my hEart i’L oLwEiz kip and nEvEr fOrgEt dEm..likELy tO dEm tOo,we all r nEvEr aLone cOz wE kip eAch odEr cLosE tO oUr hEarts.

dAtz wAt kips us tOgEthEr..

kEa fwEnz..dOnt evEr fOrgEt mE??okiE!?i lOve yOu all sO vEry mUch..

u all r my big hAppy fAmiLy..wE’rE FRiENDS FOREVER,nEar or apArt!!

wAlang kAlimUtan!!

and dOnt wUriE..

im stiL and OlwEiz will bE ur "bABiE bEar" hu lOveS u oL..

i jUst hOpE u toO wiL stiL oLwEiz b hu and wAt u r…

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